For a long period after going home,I reject novels and music and all the things that can arose my emotion.I want to keep calm and seek for peace.My brain is like a blank basket,nothing can be put into it.A friend told me she was afraid of being alone so she kept herself in the crowd.However I'm in a contrary manner.
Loneliness can make a person narrow.True it is.When I found I didn't shed tears for a moving movie,I realised I've become different.Soon I found I've been in a circle of blindness.My mind twists.I have the feeling that I'm falling from a cliff.So terrible,isn't it?
But now I begin to open my mind,From my friends.I want to be sincere again.I miss my laughs,my tears even my sadness.I want to turn myself back to the former one.I want to be pure and simple.I want to enjoy my life.
When I took dancing class with friend and laughed all the time for our funny action,sun shines my inner world.Maybe I've spent too much time living alone.