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Last weekend I went home . I spent half-day on sleeping , I was a happy pig hahaha..
Enough sleeping made me in good mood . Especially in such a sunny day .We finally say goodbye to the rainny day .
My mum also in good mood for her ache in back gone with the bad weather . When we drank tea in our living room ,she recalled those old day . Of cause I can't imagine how hardship in her young age . I also wonder people can weather the extremely tough and still alive .Comparing the suffers she experienced ,I am so tiny . My mum told me how I was born .It's was middle age of 1980s ' , government started to implement family planning . In the age of Chairman Mao , the slogan was "There is strength in numbers ". u will get reward ,if u have one more baby . My gradmum have 5 sons 2daughters . It's amazing . Let's get to the point . But the things are different in 1980s'.My mum say I just sneaked into her body ,she didn't know untill three months . Before that she already gave to the birth of two children ,my older sister and brother.So birth or not that was a question . Bad news travel fast . The local government came to my house they wanted my mum to have an abortion . Ho , I forget to introduce my dad who is a male chauvinist . He thought that I was a boy . So he decided to take a risk to have me . My mum run away . Our house was sealed up by local government . My grandmum and my sister ,brother didn't have a place to stay . God ,how poor we were . Thing went bad to worse. They didn't catch my mum ,the economy sanction was unavoidabe .They want us handed in 300 RMB . As u may think it's not a big deal ,only 300RMB . But for our family was an astronomical number at that time . My dad was very disappointed when he known I am a girl . I don't have any complaint now . All of my life is fulled with accidents . Bec we can't choose who will be my parents ,instead we should feel grateful about them who bring us into this world and rise us up . I once think that I shouldn't in this world . I am a contradicted person . Who know what will happen in the next second ...............
