You are the one who left an enduring impress on my life.

You should be a kind uncle who helped my family live a comfortable life. You should be the one that I will be grateful to in my whole life. You should be an outstanding person that I will respect. You should be a genuine filial son to my grandfather that I should learn from. However, the truth is exactly the other way round. You are the one who makes me feel that I am a loser forever. You are the one who makes me feel that my family owes you forever. Why you are always leaving our family a posture of the savior? Why it is not you who are waiting by my grandfather’s bed from the beginning to the end? Why you never consider other people’ feeling when you make comments on their life?

I want to thank you for helping my family getting out of poor situation. I want to thank you for pointing out my shortcomings including my parents’. I want to admire you for your famous and precious fruit and a large amount of money that are generously send to my grandparents. On the contrary, I despise you!

You teach me that there is a kind of help named almsgiving. You teach me that there is a kind of filial piety called fishing fame and compliment. You teach me that there is a kind of cordiality named insult. You are the one who left an enduring impress on my life.