Yesterday I took tem4 examination, I feel ashamed to say that it's the second time for me to take this examination. Last year, I failed, though I believed I could have passed it. But now, after yesterday, I feel less confident than last year, there is a sad opinion in my mind: I will fail passing the examination again.
As an English major student, passing tem4 is a basic thing we should do. if we can't, we even afraid to say that we are studing English. I have to say that I had chose a major which is not suit me, as my English was always poor. But what can I change? I have done this 'wrong' thing for nearly three years, I know it's too late to regret.
Now I hold that, whether I can pass tem4 or not, finding a work by my poor english is such a difficult thing. I even have no time to take any other examination on english, so I have to choose some other ways for my future. To English, I have tried hard, really, but everytime what god gave me is depression. I feel tired.
I still hope this time i can pass the examination, but except for this, can i find another way for my future, not by English? i don't hate it, i just have nothing to do with it.
Hi, God, if you can hear me, please help me!