What I have lived for ?
Since I have been deeply hurt in our company, it seems that I have nothing now.
Half year of hard working in that place , a good attidude, loyalty can not bring a good impression to leaders.I do not know why. I finnaly know I have never been accepted by the company. They do not like me because I am not an outward girl, I do not like to express or talk much. Hard working, good attitude, and loyalty ,they make no sense! They are of no use!
I have loved the place and the work for a long time, but now, I have been hurt deeply by the place. I can not concentrate myself on working with a hurt heart, a freightened heart, a trembling heart which do not know how long they may allow me to work there. The heart is almost crazy. I addition, I can not go except they let me go beacause I have no other opportunity.
Now, it seems I have nothing. I was denied by others, I have no friends in the city, nobody care about me except my parents.I only have the love from my parents.
Oh, I know. I have lived for my parents. I should keep a healthy body for them, I should make myself working hard for them, I should let them see that they do not need to worry about my living.
I only have my parents, I have lived only for them.I do not need others!