today i saw my claasmate of junior school,she is working in the sohu.com now.she looks much diffrent from me ,she looks mature,genteelly,and confidently just like a white collar.look at me ,i still in the school ,like a little girl .how can u imagine,few years ago we are same.
     so i begine to think about myself ,i found i'm not as confidence as before,i always think my college is only a very common college not univercity,not famous and even many people didn't hear it ,eapacilly after i failed in finding job .i become passive.i don't work hard as before ,don't enjoy life as before.and these time i spent much time on a internet game called"happy farm",i waste much time to look after my farm stolen others vegetable.but it's no help at all,all these are virtual no meaning,however i waste so much time.i suddenly realize the "happy farm "not make me happy but make me void.i realized although my college is not famous but the knowlege i leared ,the experience i have not fewer than theirs,the key is me not school,if i make great effort i can do as well as they who in famous univercity,and because my school not as famouse as their i have to work hard than them ,so maybe i can do better than them.
    i believe with hard work any obstacle can be overcome.i won't lack of confidence after now ,i must positive work hard, if i serious about my life.my work ,natrually i will success not only in the job but also in the life ,that's the right altitude about life ,i believe i can do better ,i believe i can fly!