That is about a month and a half away from my wedding .As the day approach, I feel myself growing more and more nervous instead of happiness.To tell the truth, in my heart I love my husband very much and long for getting marriage with him . But at the same time ,there have been many conflicts which make me afraid to live with him together. 

 

My husband is careful, strong-minded especailly planned man.He always do everything as he planed and eat what he thinks nourishing.If several events happen in the meantime,he will decide what to do after considering what the most important is and what the least is.Compared to him, I will do what I want to do and eat what i like, never thinking if it is beneficial to our health.So he always treat me as a child ,constantly commanding me what I should do and how to do it, arranging the time to get up and sleep ,even the clothes I wear. Generally speaking, I'm very annoy at the way he

command me.As for me, what the most important  is happiness and freedom in my life.As a result,whatever he said ,I still do just following my heart.

 

Now I finally understand the proverb: It is easy to fall in love but difficult to maintain.For our happiness,for my furture, let me pluck up enough courage to march because we love each other very much.