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My brother's going to Liuzhou next week, and he asked me to go his home for dinner tomorrow. Actually, I don't wanna go there at all..
Strange, isn't it.. Well.. Too many reasons. After all, I hope this time the job will satisfy him.
To be honest, I have a lot of down feelings recently. I spare no efforts to prepare for my BEC Venture exam. I do feel exhausted sometimes, moreover, sitting to much in front of my PC makes my eyes very dry.
There's only 13 days left. While I do expect the day comes quickly due to the fact it is high time I should brushed up my Japanese. As on July 3th I will take N3 examination, that's horrible indeed. I'm afraid of N3 more than BEC....
Two days ago, I spent a few hours with my best friends. We enjoyed BBQ and beer. Talked many topics about future, pressure, confusing and so forth. I really found we are becoming maturer. The way we think starts turning into more comprehensive. And inevitably, the stress is more extensive day by day. I know though we laughed loudly, seemed exciting, it just represented a priod of time sustaining that kind of state as we were together. Once we aparted, life will back into it original.
Happiness is temporary. I feel upset now. My collage seems come to an end soon. I try to make the left time meaningful with endless test for certification to justify myself. Lonely, I have this sort of feeling now and then. Giving up is more difficult than insisting on. So go ahead, period.
