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I have some unpleasant with my parents recently, and this is really in torment me. I love them; they are the most important people in my life. When I was a little girl, I have been always fighting for be their good daughter. Went to the schools which they wanted I to go; worn the clothes that they wanted me to wear, fought for the results that they expected… the reason why I did these is not because I’m an inborn good girl, it’s just because I love them in my heart. I prefer to do something that I don’t enjoy, but I don’t want to see the disappointment on their faces.
I thought they would ever be the No.1 in my life, until now, I really doubt about that, I start scared of these, as I grow up, I find that it is become harder and harder to be their good girl. The life is not simple like I thought, the different generation, the different environment; the ideas in my mind are becoming more and more different with my parents. More and more fight let me hate myself, every fight let me regret, it is let me cant sure am I really love them? I don’t want them angry, I want they are happy, but I cant follow their expectation this time, I’m afraid, will I hurt them? I know they love me, I’m really suffering this, I ashamed of that I doubted the love that they give to me, I was too impulsive.
I feel so sorry to my parents that I just found out I cant do everything for them. Just like my little brother said to me:” you did wrong from the beginning, you give our parents too much expectation of you, they always loving you and believe your life will follow their planning. But now, if you want to have different life, they must be hurt”.
Sorry, i always want to be your good girl, except this time, I know I’m too selfish, I know I may hurt you guys, I’m really sorry, please forgive me if I cant do what you wanted.
Sorry I cant share the things that happened between my parents and me, I just feel so sad, and want to write something.
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- Reply touringchina
- you feel sorry for what you have said or done to your parents,then in the next step you ought to do sth to make up for the harm they got.
You can admit your error,that's brave and honest,I think you deserve their forgiveness.
- Reply Reneeli
- fairy0612: I think they should always be the NO.1 in your life.yes, they are. i was so confuse when i wrote this blog. But, in my heart, they still the most important people, i just can't do everything that they want me to do...
- Reply Reneeli
- touringchina: you feel sorry for what you have said or done to your parents,then in the next step you ought to do sth to make up for the harm they got.it's hard to expalin the detail here.in the past few days, i have been very sad. now i just can say, i will do my best to make them identify with me. thanks for you suggest.
You can admi
- Reply Sharing
- Take it easy,and time will wash it away.Remember that you are and will always be your parents' dear daughter.Think twice and be careful when you make a decision.No matter what dilemma you are in,do not forget to insist on your principle.Through there is still no absolute way to solve generation gap,I think communication may be useful.Wish you to have a good mood tomorrow.
- Reply evanhuang
- I have a friend who is in the same situation.All of his life are controlled by his parents even which girl he should love ,though his parents deeply love him .His parents always tell him whatever they did is for his prospect.But i know he is not happy anymore.and i think your little brother is right,you were wrong from the beginning and it's too late to change your position.
Anyway,your life is up to you not your parents.
let bygones be bygones.
- Reply v87zhou
- You love your parents and want to do anything for them. That's right. But now there are the controversies which are caused by the generation gap and others between you and your parents. These problems will irritate and even daze you. You will be in a dilemma .I think most teenagers will encounter this.
So, you should clear this situation, this is your life, not any others. You had do almost anything they expected. Have you quesetion yourself if you really liked doing these things. I admit that we owe my parents too much but we don't want to against or refute them deliberately. When we speak out what my thought, I insist on that my parents always are our side and support us
- Reply rainecho415
- The moment we feel sorry for our parents and want to make up for them, is actually the moment we are getting mature. We begin to bear the responsibility of taking care of our parents now. You love them and they will forever love you too.
- Reply Reneeli
- Sharing: Take it easy,and time will wash it away.Remember that you are and will always be your parents' dear daughter.Think twice and be careful when you makethanks for your encourage words. i believe wihtout their psychological support i wont be happy, can't really achieve my aim either, so, i will try my best to reduce this generation gap.
- Reply Reneeli
- evanhuang: I have a friend who is in the same situation.All of his life are controlled by his parents even which girl he should love ,though his parents deeply lit seems you totally understand my blog, i was really moved. you understand my situation exactly. i know i'm in a dilemma situation, but i will try my best. i agree with Sharing, communication is the best way for me now, i love them and also i believe they love me too, we can try to reduce the generation gap, and find a new balance point.
