So long I have not come here to write my blog . Most of the time , writing blogs just for someone and want to tell them about my recently life . Thanks to my_cosmos , if not you , maybe this blog will always be closed .

So long I have not write in english . Now suddenly I feel not used to this method and do not know the detailed syntax so I think I must make a lot of mistakes in this blog . I hope whoever find these mistakes can tell me about them.

I feel not very well these days . The mainly reason maybe the following choice I would made in this fall . Although I am not as nervous and fear as two years before , I realize that I have not been ready for this choice , I have too much knowledge which I have not known and for the most important is that I do not know what should I focus to when the fall come . Now , when I thought about the pasing years I always hate myself ,for I can't understand why I was always addicted to computer games and did not realize the important of study . These years , I had tried several sides of knowledge I thought I was interested to , but I find no one I was mastered . Once I hold the idea that I should learn knowledge at a large span and focus at one of them , but now I find that I am wrong , if one can proficient in one direction he can succeed .

After accepted several failures , I have calm down and make the decision . Sailing for my dream . It is the time for me to do something to my dream . For I do not hope I will regret when I was old . These days , I always watching TV telling us about those people who are working hard for their dream , for example , the musicians in the underpass , when thought of them , I am so ashamed for that I do not have the courage to insist on my dream when I was too poor to support my daily life . Thank you to you all , give me the courage to try to realize my dream .

Now everyone have grow up , my friends ,my classmates . Even if there is some troubles when we  get a satisfied job , I hope all of us get the best results ! Blessing to all of us ! Alow blessing to my_cosmos , I will waiting for you to cheer for your graduation!

As a female , there is some points we should consider :

1. health ;

2.the belance between family and job ;

So , we should make the right decision .

I also heard some interesting things about female : When a female feels pressure , there are three classes :

1.overeating ;

2.shopping ;

3.changing the fair style ;

Whaterver , take care of yourself .