This is a backbreaking way of own career, I haven't done work for others since 2009, from that time now, I always work for myself. Survey the whole society, everthing is increase up day by day. If I contuine as a employee and by the my lifetime fly off, There is a awesome reasult for me that I can't do anything.  So, I understand what a awesome it in my mind, indeed, I choosed another way for myself that was going to creat own business.
       Let me count it through about two years, From strart, I indeed how did I to do for it, I didn't know. There was a bland in my mind, that time I really into the helpless condition. Although I has a idea, I didn't know how did I to do of the idea could to useful. It was painful time. I always usually asked myself:"what can I do to do? "
       During my employee time, I thought make own business that thers is not more diffcults for it, Because I saw my boss it relax and not much staffs to do every day. What a ridiculous think! I have known what really thing it is when I went on the my way. former hobbies, former behaviors, former kid's think, former think's method et cetera If I couldn't changed them to goood and better, I must be a failure. There are two questions:"How do I change it and What kind of change it?"