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A special party

861 views. 2010-5-17 07:53 |

I was always too shy in a party if too many ppl getting together,but today it was okkk...

It's first time in this yr i spoke so much english---i forgot too many words although i thought i shouldnt bcoz i always work with the translation of management nowadays which really drives me crazy...

However,this party was nice,anyway,it somehow makes me get back my confidence in love---believe again that love in this world can fight against any obstacles---mayb i need a bit confidence to start my journey. I am still wondering if go to Egypt, Syria or any other countries in middle east for work...nowadays i am seriously thinking about those problems...being in the third yr,its close for me to reach my dreams.

A yr b4 i was scanning tons of books of middle east which i could find in univ Library,and sometimes i feel i know everything and i just need a chance to go and experience...sometimes i think i will get used to the life there so soon and get used to the food except the side effect of frying beef or lamb which will make my skin unsmoothy...anyway,its okk for that...six yrs passed,i am still on the way,alhamdulillah~thx God for any persons he sent me to keep my dreams or make my dreams closer.

Anyway,i am thinking,if ,i can go to palestine to send a bunch of roses to Yassir Arafat---his grave of course

and go to Jerusalem for the Al-Aqsa Mosque;then turn to al-tikrit fee al-salatin,and take some lily to Saddam Hussein---of course his grave

...and i will stay a few mins on the republic bridge,to c the tigris river...if can live in Hotel Hilton in baghdad for several days will b better...hmmm...meanwhile i will keep working for 2 or 3 yrs in any country of middle east...and...will take parents to the 7 stars hotel in dubai for a single night...finish all these,i can go back to China to marry and have a baby---i have several words to my future baby~if she or he can still c this blog some yrs later: now mama is just 21 yrs old, hasnt tasted any bitters. all the things r bright and sweet,those bitters r just from the darkness inside heart,be optimistic,no one mean to hurt u and if he or she does,plz forgive.thx God for all...when we can do nothing we still can dream,when we lose hope we still can pray...and LOVE is the best thing in the world,when u pay,u gain as well---no matter what kind it is...