I think myself is a rational girl, seldomly believe the relationship between each other, cau there are too many changing factor maybe impact it for example the distance, the environment and so on, too many thing. So maybe i sat a frame to definit how close we could be also i almost never believe the "Yuan"in chinese, I think it maybe happen on the HK TV seies also await on a romatic story. But now I have to acknowledge that "Yuan"happen to me not related to love just my newphew. He tends to closer to me which I cherish this interaction. He made me think i am a special one to him, apart from all the thing. I will after you whenever it is, so my boy my honey.

Why there are a lot of strong girl, cau when they want to rely on, no one it there. So they have to be stronger, and they are accustomed to be solitary. Onice in a while I also want to cry on sb shoulder, want to express my grievance. But these doesn`t exist that one. Love likes unrealistic story in this society all we have is suspension and elicit. So what i have to do is on my way even though i am weak.