Are you frequently impacted by your emtion? Will you shift you mind due to some small signals which maybe called auspicious or sinister omen? Yes, i am this bizarre girl.
I will be extremely sad cau the long time struggling leads to nothing which sb else got it easily. Yes, i am jealous. Yes, i want to complain but i can do anything unless you want to hurt yourself or sb who care for you.
And my heart gets cold, I once read a conversation, the recovery of physical hurt is quickly, what about heart? No one can heal this wound, except the time, but before it is done, all you will have is the agonizing moment.
So i pray, pray, I want to find a good job, i want to find my love and get married.