2014, the unknow new year, I am glancing the distance, hoping everything goes well.

I am afraid to speak out my new year wishes, cau i put it deep in my heart.

I remember one sentence: Tomorrow I will face a stormshower which maybe hurt me but I hope after it i can see your smiles. That time i want to see another myself standing there and smiling to me.

I never feel the moment like suspend in my life, but now I know. My nephew was playing with another boy, when I told him I was going to leave, I see the suspension of the moment, I saw his hands put down and turn around  and run to me asked for a hug. The movement like the booth of the film, move slowly in my eye. I have no idea why we two so close, What i can see is he attaches me, and i also cherish him. My boy.