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We have already come the end of 2015 in which some extreme unforgettable experience i went through.
What i had wished or planned are unfinished or come true, frankly.--Most people have to agree with own frustation at last as well.
So i do not think the pleads or wishes could be easily settled in spite of you sincerely hope.
Hope is the word for pleasantness, hard working is the element foundation for the process, but if you ever keep wayward you lose the battlefield.
In a bloody way, i do not think i will stick to or half-finish the planning i settle for 2016, cau my inconstant personality or less self-control which i think is the common weakness of the human being and with it we are called average people.
I am the girl enjoying the landscape without far more paying attention to the final goal, by doing so i find my own relish and warmth or easygoing of the life. I could stick to the plan but be easily distracted cau other temptations too marvelous. Now i enjoy seeing the world so hardly put my self in own planning in which needs perseverance and long term diligence.
Now i am not rational any more, i prefer the warm or joyful life in which i appreciate the smiles on others face and watch myself smile out the corner of the lips. Yes, i prefer my own feelings to the goals.
I still keep doing the planning in a way but no hard push anymore and enjoy the process to brandish own imagination to form the pleasure.
Enjoy the sunshine and nature when i glad to, goals being thrown away and make my way along the intuition or whims which may fill or colorful my journey.
I do not care it is right or not, cau everyone is individual and you could misunderstand what i say as for you are not me.
From now on , it is only the platform to express own opinion no matter you judge is right or not.
And thanks for the warmth i felt and now becoming the same old me who less care others talkings cau i am harsh enough to be capable of holding an umbrella in a shower for myself.
Finally, i learn to how to be happy purely and smile from the bottom of heart through the treatment in hospital. My dear doctor, a man with complex layer of character, thanks for once tenderness and now the openness to me. When i reach out the hand, i can find you nearby. Thanks again and now it is to start out the unknown future. I guess in you eye i am still the half patient half little girl who maybe grow up quickly in next journey.
So i looking forward to facing the new 2016. Let us see what will have on me.
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Post comment Comment (2 replies)
- Reply sunnyv
- You are honest in describing your mindset and how you intend to handle your life. Being honest with yourself and knowing your own limitations is the first step to solve your problems, handle the frustrations, face the uncertainties and tolerate the difficulties.
You do not seem to be a vague, innocent or day dreaming type of girl. What is true is that you just don't have much choice but to accept what options are available to you. It is a situation of take it as it is or nothing. There are many situations like these in our lifetime and we are forced to take what is the best instead of hoping for excellence.
Sometimes, a bit of flexibility can help you go forward on this uncertain and difficult road. When there are no better choices,you have to accept the what is most suitable for you. Lets hope in 2016, your dreams and wishes could come true.
- Reply teadrinking
- You are the girl who lives on your own. Now you go head with your new journey of 2016.
Let bygone as the thing you have reserved in mind, pack up for the new staff. No matter what kind of things you are about to meet, you are the only one who knows what exact it would be like and how to deal with them.
Hang in there or stopped by some others, we can not be sure. Ambitious dream is what we are easily to make, while if it comes out an ideal result as expected is far beyond our prediction.
But it does not bother us going forward. We are trying to be better. So we work hard. We also want to lead a simple and pleasant life, so we choose to rest for a while.
To be good to yourself with gratitude.
