What the thing makes a lady can`t help crying without any sound in public, just raining down the tears quietly, the hopelessness, the despair, the untouchable pain enclose her extremely.

      The silent crying comes form the unspeakable explanation, how hurtful it could be and how agonizing that you can not slip out the reason and further bury yourself into ruin. The despair you trapped makes you be pitched again and again and with no channel to release and how tired it lead to be. 

      But sometimes we have to swallow up the pain directly cau you have to.

      Girl, i hope you wil be well. I hope you can accumulation strength to envisage the pain, alert youself and back to right track.

      Girl, i hope if you can do the one mentioned above, then harden your heart to ignore the pain.