When the evening progressed further, i found myself starving, then was going to go out. On opening the door, I clearly concluded the thorough darkness covering up the street and the frequented eatery closed the door for a long time. Then i just staggering to the nearby convenient shop to get the bread and started bitting on the street.

    I have been teaching english listening for CET4/CET6 exams for five years and with relief the remark of my teaching is not bad, but i have to revise all the teaching contents and tips due to the newly reformed updates. These days, mostly spend in updating the contents and turning into PPT version, with corresponding voice inserted to broaden or elicit the hightlights from extracting the mountain of scope. The one hour class, at least ten times arrangement or more behind its back.

    I squat on the street, looking through the darkness, somehow redden my eye, all of a sudden a mind ignites in my mind---the unprecedented efforts or loneliness were underlie the brilliant covers. Each of audacious toilment reflects the jump or the trace at your personal orbit.

    ------to be continued tomorrow evening.

    Initially being a teach, i was not clearly how to revise the contents, i thought, the two hours class, with my all round my logicality and flexiblity, it is more than enought to deal with it.

    The first class, i entered in with confidence, over the course of the teaching, just a sense of defeated by the students sluggish reactions then got out of the class with handbag into foyer.

    After it, i know there are enormous uncontrolabllable things on the stage, the splendor after elaboration, actually no rootless sucess in reality.

    Shortly afterwards, i would rehearsal the teaching contents ten times to the wall, recording with digital voice recorder to summary to better, the contents tipped from mountains of scope and how long the respite could be involved to detail. Finally, the remark from student better off.

    One time at the resting room, i saw a very popular predecessor among the student, he asked me how long the 2 hours class contents preparation due to the good teaching performance? i told him proudly that at least 20 hours.

    He winked at me said: i have got 40 hours.

    These positive people around me bring the infinite strengthen and incentive to me, the most fearful thing in the world is the smarter people work harder than you. I started to got that only the paranoia do work wonders.

    to be continued ....