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There are four trace of scars leave on my belly executed by a doctor of a mini surgery, in sharp contrast to average aesthetic criterion, in my opinion there are not enough to grade up to the scale of ugly. Two of ones would be faded away with good caring and melting into normal. The smaller one alongside the up tummy-button, so the visible angle from upward eye-sight hard to detect it. The last--the bigger one, crosses the skin, two fingernail in length, acceptable for me.
I know the doctor elaborated to minimize the trace of scars and got the message those could be erased by some technical medical method but never bear in mind. That is my tatoo which proved what my laborious suffering and once illusional obsession.
That is the past which vividly existed and branded into my soul in which i converted into a better myself and also the remaining melancholy some degrees there which leaves me sighs bitterly on occasions. I could grapple myself back to realistic breezily and in time, but the wanting there i know.
Even me never thought i still interact with doctor, very very seldom on wechat friendcycle. Frankly, he is intellectual which is the word i seldom to describlle a man.
I have to find out another one belongs to me destined, hopefully that he will not be too inferior.
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- Reply sunnyv
- Modern surgery have improved a lot. Today micro surgery is so advanced that the scars are barely visible. The surgery must have been beneficial to you, so it is acceptable to tolerate those insignificant scars even though it may be a bit unsightly.
Nice to note that you have released yourself and accepted reality. That is the only way to happiness for you. Don't torture yourself with a relationship which has not substance and no future. Sooner of later you would come across someone you like. Have patience.
- Reply lovingfun
- Glad to know that you are back into your normal life. You will meet your Mr. Right at some right place in right time.
I know that not the scar really hurt you ,but the things related to it. Anyway, let begones begone. For we cannot change reality, we have to face it bravely, no matter we are reluctant or not.
- Reply ada23
- Actually i don`t know i should be grateful or regretable to definite this experience on earth.
lovingfun: Glad to know that you are back into your normal life. You will meet your Mr. Right at some right place in right time.
I know that not the scar really ...
Do me good is i grown up fully formed to face the future. Hurted in dark abyss once but rarely-blooming flower on my heart with sweetness.
So turn over a new leaf and what couldn`t change is maybe when i am aged i could forgot all the things but still the image remains stinging in my heart.
- Reply lovingfun
- Time can realse or at least can do that. You shouldn't keep your attention on that, or you will feel the hurt from time to time.
ada23: Actually i don`t know i should be grateful or regretable to definite this experience on earth.
Do me good is i grown up fully formed to face the futur ...
Everyone will experience something that we cannot forget it easily, but we have to solve it no matter how hard it is. Maybe the process of facing something means upgrowing.
Anyway, good luck on you. Do happy.
- Reply ada23
- i know to look ahead, no matter my attitude is we have to go ahead and one day he will be replaced by some other.
lovingfun: Time can realse or at least can do that. You shouldn't keep your attention on that, or you will feel the hurt from time to time.
Everyone will experie ...
It is ok, put down the past burden or suffering, briskly on the road make you easily to proceed.
