We are put into different groups which based on the virtue or deveil part in us.

    Most of us, ordinary people, shining better quality with the combination of trival devil.

    Illness, difficulty, insert into us constantly.

    We either choose to face up to or evade with quick denial.

    What shocks me is when the turning point comes out rightly, the absolutely relentlessness without a second hesitation.

    The long-standing intimacy turns to be the substance as first priority valuation.

     I have to say that sorry, from that moment on, you are not worthy of my respect.

    Rita, i know it is not normal for you to still feel that sense of familiarity after a long time to see the doctor again. His side, without icy surface. You clearly know it is totally different what he used to be to you but now be put down or converted into something else. Now, more likely a respected man. Yes, i can feel his care upon me which only lasted the treatment time. I see something more in his eye momentary which i can not deduce what is that. I can see his tenderness, cau i was his patient, a cute little girl, a girl worthy talking little with.

    So, never sink and keep grateful is enough.

    Ok, done, good girl.