Today is my mom's 47th birthday. I miss her very much. But the thing is I only can call her or see her through the computer. Sometimes I regret going a strange place to study. One of friends says, the most happiness thing is staying with the people who love you and those who you love. However, I only love my parents, so why I choose to leave them.

It's said the earth can only exisit 7000 million years, if i am a person who doesn't die, i can only company them for 7000 million years, is it enough?

Some friends say it is the time you should find a boy friend, maybe in that way, you can concentrate less on your parents and feel happier. i know it is very helpful for you to find someone, he can share the sorrow and the happiness with you, he can comfort you when you feel sad, he can be the one that you can say anything to, but the problem is , it is very difficult to find a right one. i see the things from my friends, they are always hurt, and cannot recover in a short time. i'm afriend to be hurt, so i always keep distance from the boys. But somethimes i think it is strange. i'm an active person, but i have ever experience a great love experience.

So, i bought a guita, i konw music can change a lot, maybe i will change too.