It’s obvious that I didn’t do well in the final exam.

Chinese is one of the most serious problems. My articles are suck. Maybe it’s because I don’t write articles in Chinese always. I just can’t believe I just got 116 in the examination. You must know the highest one got 130. Omg, 14 points, means what? Means distance, means attitude, means condition, I think. I know Messiah is a smart girl, she always writes something (in Chinese) that we can’t understand, Her articles have its unique charm. That is weird to most of us….A word to modify (embellish) her articles are “elegant”. Maybe she is a aestheticism like Wilde J She is a prodigy, she good at all the subject I think. Her math got 144 in the exam and that was the highest point I think. I just got 138(suck)L……. To my surprised, my physics got 93,I know it’s not the highest, but it’s um…..progress for me I think, even my teacher thought I should get at least 95, I think I’ve tried my best.J To my surprised again is English….Very low I think. I begin to query my ability……109.5….the full mark is 120== I’m going to die I think. God! Kill me……

I have to take some measures.

Firstly, I am going to take the class of NCE later, I’ve finished New Concept English 1&2 and now I am going to take 3. Then I’ll still take the math one and the physics one. The one I want to add is um…..”Writing Training” organized by New Orient….the same company as NEC~. Then, it’s P.E. Mom said that she will find a coach for me. And I have to be trained by the coach for a month or more. Hope that help~ Anyway, I wish after taking such measures, I can have some progress, at least better than now== (I don’t have the confidence to surpass Messiah still.)

I didn’t write any article yesterday. These days, my life contains computer, magazines, books, radio, music, English, pills, water, air conditioner, food, snacks and running (sports).

That’s my boring life……full of despair……That made me recall the motto of New Orient –“Find hope in despair.” Or something likes that. (Contains grammar mistakes maybe, I can’t remember the sentence, it was write in Chinese.)

Mom said that she may bring me to Hong kong and Macao in August someday. I am really looking toward it~ Anyway….I can just wait and work hard until that day come. Break you leg, Yolanda….Omg….I can just say something like this. That’s all, this short article just for telling you guys my feeling recently. Cya~