Today  is  dargon  boat  fesitival  ,but  I haven't  eaten any  zongzi  ,I  will  buy  some in the supermarket later.

I  miss  my mum and  my  home .I want  to go home .

Some  days ago ,I  got  the job to be a teaching assistant in jerry trainning school ,but  yesterday ,I was blamed by the boss.She  is  a woman abou  30 years old ,and  it seems that she  doesn't like me .when  she  said I am  not positive  and  not  active ,I  replied:"I  think  I  am active !"I  regretting  saying it  then .She  said  if  I want  to do this job so much  and will  correct my  disadvantanges ,She  will give a chance  to try .I  was  so angry at that time .and  I said :I have already strived ."then   she  said  :"  so  you can go now."

I  was  fired !

when  I  go back school ,I called  my mother ,she  said  :"it  is  just a part time  job ,you can find another one.but  you have  to change your temper ,do  not  express  your displeasure to your boss.You are just a staff.he  paid you ,and  you must learn to tolerate."I  thought over and over ,then  I  found  i have done  something wrong .So  i called her again and said I would  go there  again .She  said  ok .

When  I woke  up this morning ,i  am confused  again ,should  i  go there?She  seemed  not  like me ,and  that jod makes me really tired .I  want  to go home this  month .If  I accept  that  job again ,i  can't  go home until  late  August ,i  haven't been home  for 4 months.I  miss  my  family .

Should  I  go  or  just  go home?My  boyfriend is in beijing ,if  i  go home ,my mother won't let me come  until september.what  should  i choose?