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Cause I am afraid
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First I want to explain my title in Chinese, when I sign the QQ mood with the words" 原来我也在害怕"(that's the title), I got many replying messages from my friends or classmates. But exactly, I don't mean anything at that time, just for a kind of mood, so I reply my friends with the words" lonely, ill or dead" in perfunctory. However, I made a dream last night, not for nightmare, it really make me feel afraid.
In the dream, I saw my father, my mother and my grandpa as usual, just like everyday's life. My mother still like to nag for everything, including my father and my grandpa, that's women of Menopause. My father still like to do something unimportant things,just like cleaning the house or clear up the garden, and he also feel boring for my mother's nagging, but more over is the tolerance. My grandpa still like to do some unmeaningful things which tighten our nerve, he never be cognizant of that he is a old man more than 80 years, and he always do the childish things to make us frightening, he is really a stubborn man.
Everything seems unimportant as everyday's life. But in the dream, when I look on my father unconsciously, I found there is more than three wrinkle showing on my father's face, my mother's teeth is almost fall off, and my grandpa still not recognize his dangerous activity. Then I awake up happenly, but my heart is still sound "Peng,peng, peng", which make me very afraid, the fear come to the end of the heart. I am afraid this kind of peace will be broken off one day.
I lie on the bed and think much, I should take much more time to care about my family, and tell them I love them very mcuh, I hope they will live happily everyday till the life end, they will smile sweetly. God bless them!
Post comment Comment (4 replies)
- Reply SmilingAngel
- We should take much better care of our family & friends while we could have.
Perhaps it's a good idea to cultivate and strengthen it rather than to wait until we're on our deathbed to lament.
Give your love to the people who loves you and cherish them.
- Reply Jacken.yang
- The same feeling as you.
I must cherish our family .
- Reply Sally_Fan
- SmilingAngel: We should take much better care of our family & friends while we could have.Um, very agree with you!
Perhaps it's a good idea to cultivate and strengthen it rather than t
