Yesterday, our shipping department have a meeting about the reorganization, but we did not reach a conclusion, for there are too much things to consider, then we give up and reback to think out a more perfect idea.

 

  though I have some ideas wanted to share with them, I don't know if they can accept it. How can I say that, I even did not try my best to persuade them. That's my problem. I know my boss better, and I just say a word out, he have been stopped my mind. I give up to do it, sometimes, democracy is not adapt to boss and subordinate, we have to know that.

 

  I have been working for same work about three years, I always want to change for learning new things, even I have the chance, I can't make my decision by myself. Just like that, I want to transfer to the foreign department, and the manager also accept my requirement, but my straight boss reject my application, that's the problem. Then I still need to do the same jop and live the same life, you always can't do what you really want to do, that's really world.

 

  Some friend thinks that I always consider many things, so I can not live independent, then I feel tired and annoyance, en, that's what I don't know how to solve.