Things have gone in a opposite direction, I have to aware of this truth. I can't escape from the difficulty any more, even that will make my heart broken, I should give myself a deadline. Sometimes, if someone dislike you, whatever effort you do, they will turn a blind eye to you, then they will list a lot of faults on you even that's not your error. I am not the saint, I will feel hurted for it. After thinking it time by time, I tell myself, you no need to make yourself in such situation, that's not your problem, it's time for you give it up. Yeah, if the deadline is comming, you still can't have the solution, I will leave you away, I promise. Fighting! Baby!