Thanks!Thanks a lot!Shara has gone forever and won’t come back any more.But could you please take the time off your busy schedule to listen to Vivian’s aspiration for the last time?I remet you by accident.I aimlessly meandered  on the Internet and suddenly saw your name listed on a webpage.It was that click that opened the door of my continuous sadnesses.When I first used the identity Shara to talk with you, all I wanted was a person with whom I could share everything.Frankly,I had no special feelings with you,though we had been classmates for almost 4 years,and once I was infatuated with you.However,as time went by,you gradually lost yourself in those sweety sharings and began to like Shara.When I was mesmerized with your first bare-heart,I realized that I would be hurt awfully in the future,for I forgot the one you talked with wasn’t Vivian but Shara,the one you liked was Shara rather than Vivian.

Do you comprehend my feelings caused by being defeated by myself？How stupied I was to create a character to hurt myself!The day when I told you the truth you hesitated.A day later,you said to me that we could still be friends.But your subsequent coldness made me understand everything pleasant had gone forever and would never return.Do you know my feelings at that time when I couldn’t do anything but just watch you leave.You will never know how I spent the past month,nor will you care now.In the past month,I lived on by the memories you created for me.You treated Vivian so coldly,but you were obedient to Shara.

When Shara was in trouble,you would do your utmost to help her and propose various practical suggestions.

When Shara was upset,you would try your best to comfort her,tell her to be indifferent,and offer her something funny to make her laugh.

When Shara was boring,you would set your favorite games aside,and do everything she liked with her.You would never ignore her.

In your eyes,Shara was a mischievous girl who acted like a spoiled child.But you were consistently indulgent to her with your love.

“How stupied you are!”Maybe from others’ perspectives,it is rather deroga,however,I recognize it is overstocked with your love.But,to some degree,I am indeed pretty stupied to creat Shara to hurt myself.

Now,I am totally confused whether I have fallen in love with you unconsciously or I just got accustomed to your accompany.And I have totally had no idea my continuous sadnesses are out of losing you as a confidant or friend or my beloved.I don’t know.Who knows!