Never acknowledge myself to be brutal.
let me carry up on and calm down.
Never be lost, pale.
From now on I'll keep early hours.
From now on I'll drink plain boiled water and eat more fresh fruit.
From now on I'll eat at regular hours.
From now on I'll support and believe in myself.
From now on I'll become cheerful and outgoing.
From now on I'll smile to everyone whenever and wherever.
From now on I'll have a well-done job.
From now on I'll make more money by myself for myself.
From now on I'll not afflict and agonize myself any more.
From now on I'll not indulge myself any more.
From now on I'll not look back upon the past any more.
From now on I'll not be attached to that sensation any more.
From now on I'll not indulge in idle fancy any more.
From now on I'll not make myself frail and fragile any more.
Henceforth, there is no need for me to let my youth perish and shrivel for the sake of nobody.