Recently too often i feel so down , nowhere to relax and nothing to light up my life , nothing can bring me back....i seem to feel anything around me is so terrible, it seem i am not in life ...
anything i do is no worthwhile , just looking forward to the vacation come here early and nothing to arrange , just out of the situation present to walk in a piece of quiet place and think something about my future and past.
why a man need to think so much terrible things and bear down to enter the life , the bigest family ... but the same time lose so much happy time ...
when somebody need you give a hand but you are unable to help ...whether it prove the meaning of your existence...
I am still going to stupid those days because of not clearly of something .