Maybe i am not mature enough , so that cannot feel good while facing the regardlessness.
Or i am too foolish to lay a person aside , a bit harder.
Maybe something start to change after a day's missing, never doubt it before.
The sun seems falling down for reasons i don't know.
Cause i don't used to ask why.
Maybe i am a man who don't know the subtle relationship , cannot tell sth by looking into her eyes
Cause no such a chance .
Maybe "it's not a big deal", I said to myself.
Therefore, i can feel good .
However, why i am fed up with the "cease" ?
The cease between connecting with her, in any way.
Maybe ~~~
The words threw out just like the feather flying in the sky.
Especially to a lonely man who accustom himself the grumble, the giggle, the voice~~~
While the wind blowing into my face from outside, i feel a bit cold .
Not for my skin, for my heart cause it blow into the sensitive place--the private space.
While i want to think sth personaly, the world back to science immediately.
Just like a night with having no stars ,moon , and basically no anything in the sky .
I , sitting somewhere, maybe the top floor , the edge of wall.
~~~