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I've seen Casey always write diaries in English,and his level is becoming higher and higher.So i want to learn the good habit from him.But to be honest,it's inconvenient to write English on the Internet,the unfamiliar feelings are troubleing you all the time.
In fact ,i have no idea what to say .i just have nothing to do,and my heart is empty. Before the recommended exam (保送考试） started，I told myself I couldn't fail ! There are many great things wating for me on my summer vacation.I can go travel,read books,and do many many other interetng things I gonna do .And the most important reason is that i fear the middle end examination（中考）.
How can I face the failure if i am defeated by it! How can I face the expressions when they see the winner this time lost,they show！I'm just a girl ,a unbrave girl. So i only thought the benefits not any even a little the bad outcomes!
Luckily,MY DREAMS OF HOLDING ON FOR MANY YEARS CAME TRUE！
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/cnudd090sc0/ 《白色恋人》游鸿明
为了要遇见你，我连呼吸都反复练习……
Later,in the big multimedia room I saw two boys.I became nervous and be in a flurry.I couldn't help looking at him 。I didn't know if i actually fell in love with him.The only thing I knew ,he attracted me . Like the moth is always attracted by the fire, even be died . I believe something is here,is just here ! GOD,can you tell me what I should do ? BUT at exactly the time ,I feit upset,I know i'm not good-looking ,and i have many bad points …I don't have confidence.HOVER HOVER HOVER!
I've told my good friends about my feelings.they're listening.but they will get bored later i know.
In the open time,still many people can't accept a younger man love herselves.I don't mind at all,but how my relatives accept…when the lovers love each other ,ther maybe won't pay any attention to others,but afterwards?(OK,i admit i've thought too much…) hey,of course ,though it is ,you love ,just go to love! DON'T BE REGRETFUL!
A month later,the things have changed.To my surprise ,we become friends,good friends,at least i think. i'm happy.he tell me much,i moved.As a return represent,astonishingly i told him the truth,told him what i thought…呵呵…crazy but calm.?I like him?I don't know…sorry.why did i say sorry at the present. i don't know…
when I see the messages,i feel happy…it means we get along well.Happiness ,sadness we share,but it's only the small part of live we wanna show to each.CAN YOU HEAR THE VOICE FROM YOUR HEART? CAN I?SIGH…
Just friends I gonna be ,but does it the real words i want to say?I'M IN A MAZE! I'm at a loss.
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- Reply linda@crab
- well. you are too shy,right? no confidence and be easy to be attracted by people's facial characteristics, whether you are inclined to believe people around u unconciously, maybe i think u are. Reading over your writing, the sense spring from my mind that you should be more open and confident, you are a good girl, naturally you can make friends with whoever you want to know,so come on.just relif. the fact you and the boy who attracted u as you said in here had made a friendship,that's good. believe yourself from now on ,fighting!!!
- Reply rainecho415
- Seems like you say a lot of somethings, hehe!
Romance relationship is very romantic and beautiful! And romance should be pure, especially the early life love. Youngsters should be more brave to fall in love with someone else without considering too much.
Be brave!
- Reply he10234
- linda@crab: well. you are too shy,right? no confidence and be easy to be attracted by people's facial characteristics, whether you are inclined to believe peopleyour words are inspirations to me !~In fact,many classmates and friends think I'm confident and regard me as an exemplary.BUt only a few good friends know I'm not so.I just worry about my looking.of course I know the knowledge is the most important .In spite of this,I'm still a bit unconfident.Thank you for your courage~I'm happy.and I believe the guy and I will be real good friends one day!
- Reply he10234
- rainecho415: Seems like you say a lot of somethings, hehe!
Romance relationship is very romantic and beautiful! And romance should be pure, especially the early li
be brave I will~but I realize the one-sided trying is hard and bitter,though I only just want to be good friends.I will be brave.
- Reply linda@crab
- he10234: your words are inspirations to me !~In fact,many classmates and friends think I'm confident and regard me as an exemplary.BUt only a few good friendsfighting
