i am the one,who choose a cup of water,20% happy,dependent and clever(i dont think i am clever)as text.

however,i always think my happy index is 100%,so i am clever on one hand,i can cheat myself.

summer night,hot and sleepless,i want to write some real words in dream.

what love is?i read books,watch moives,surf internet,i hera from others,thought by myself......still unkonw.so i can not control myself to choose the cup of water,the 20%happy.

why is 20%?

i thought,one,two,three...times.maybe the answer is that love is unkonw and so important that i lose my ability to deal with it.

i want to add the rest 80% into my cup,you konw?

can you feel me?