There are a kind of people who deserved to be lonely. Here are so many people they don't happy with life, but they have no choice. Life must go on with its routine. There are times when I really happy buried myself in the book.To be a bookworm sometimes is really happy, but as Hamlet said To Be Or Not To Be, that is a question.
I wonder whether you just care about others feelings or you just care about your future, or what? But it seems that life is not that easy, you can't just do one thing through the period of time, you must put your energy in so many section, you need to make a good portion of the energy and once you embark on it you must swiftly shift to the best of yourself, maybe you just need time to adjust to the new environment.
You can just by yourself to fulfill a long journey, nomatter what the journey is and how the journey may be.