Dear diary, this is the last night of 2010, again with my thoughts.

      As usual, this year is a tough one which has seen a lot of ups and downs happened and happening to me, to the people around. I guess it has not seen enough.

      It feels yesterday when I received the letter from Pro. Feng. Glad and nervous.

      It feels yesterday when I was informed that my mate's Mon passed away, he and his Dad were seriously injured. Out of blue.

      It feels yesterday when she showed up the night I was deeply sad and not quite myself. It seemed she could be someone.

      It feels yesterday when Granny toched my hair and nothing happened. Relief.

      It feels yesterday when I was like a cat on hot bricks and Dad called and called to remind that I will be okay and he believed in me before the final result came out that I passed. Also with two b.f.f.s of mine.

      It feels yesterday when I learned again and again that some friendship doesn't last that long and someone just can not be with me always. Let go.

      Facing the year coming, we make resolutions, and almost every year. I am kinda a plan-maker, whlie I just make plans during my birthday. Don't I make any of New Year plans. Good New Year resolutions are simply checks that men draw on a bank where they have no account, says Oscar Wilde.

      But I make wishes. Wish many good wishes for myself, my relatives, friends.

      Bad things stop here and Happy New Year.

      By the way, Good night and thank you, my 2010.

                                                                                    Windsor

                                                                                 Dec. 31, 2010