Gone was the wonder land where I can love him forever. It's a dream when I was a teenager. However, it has become a real dream now.

That was an afternoon, the beautiful sunshine penetrating class windows with cristalline radiance made me giddy. Just at that time, he came to the front of the class made a self introduction. He was so commonplace, thin, short ,not mention a handsome face. But it was so weird, many girls of the class fell in love with him unreasonably at the same time, especially me. He was like the wind, blowing the girls' inside world forcefully.  From that moment, talking to him equals to torture myself, because I couldn't control myself with the trembling sound and the smiling face evidently wrote shyness.I even couldn't face his eyes.   

Many years later, I came to realise what attracted us is his melancholic temperament,  just like a prince, so charming.

Eleven years ,lingering in my dream, haunting in my heart his image never went far away.

Yeasterday,  scanning his blog. Even I defitinily affirmed again he is not that kind of guy I like as I grow up and become rational, still, that night's dream was all about him. And I was very happy in the dream because we got together. He holded my hand and told me he liked me.

Don't know when he will come out of my unconsciousness. That is the desire unsatisfied during the teenage which made my life imperfect but not tedious.