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Normally,I go back to my parents when weekends come.This weekend,my best friend came to see me from Shanghai,and also some of my classmates,we had a reunion dinner.And everything is just so great.We talk,we laugh,we went to KTV to shout out loud without feeling shame of the wrong rythme and the indecent behavior.Everything seems like the past,but we are not.I can still remember the first day I went to the university,all the things were so fresh and strange to me.I was excited and curious about the new environment and my future.Time flies,7 years have past.I'm still here in this city,living a different life and facing different people and doing different things.I hate this city for a long time,all I wanted was to get a chance and then leave here.Now I get the chance,but suddenly,I feel so sorry for it.I lived here for 7 years.How many 7 years can I have in my whole lifetime?Countable.All the dreams I had when I first arrived here are getting more and more far away from me.I always want to be different from the other normal girls,but it seems that I'm on the way to be a member of them.Still the same streets,still the same buildings,just we are not who we are in those years any more.

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Reply freefu55 2012-12-9 16:30: Don't abandon your dreams, you can build them again.

Reply loly90 2012-12-9 20:47: As i see it, you already did a good job, your English is so well. If i didn't remember wrong, you want to go abroad, right? But we should know that, nothing is perfect in the world. Don't focus on things you dissatisfied, but you think about what you have got.

Reply batmand 2012-12-9 22:41: Seemingly,you have made your decision to study in germany?

Reply tammytao 2012-12-10 09:26: freefu55: Don't abandon your dreams, you can build them again.
Yeah,but it's for sure that I must make some changes about my dreams.In different ages,make different plans.

Reply tammytao 2012-12-10 09:29: loly90: As i see it, you already did a good job, your English is so well. If i didn't remember wrong, you want to go abroad, right? But we should know that, n
Thank you,actually,I did be proud of my English in my small social circle,but when I get to the world better,I feel so sorry for my English,I need more improvement.Yeah,I want to go aroad,but it seems too far away from me.Time never waits.And chances never come easily.

Reply tammytao 2012-12-10 09:31: batmand: Seemingly,you have made your decision to study in germany?
Actually I made the decision long time ago,but I'm kinda lack of opportunity.I'm trying and waiting for chance.

Reply batmand 2012-12-10 13:05: tammytao: Actually I made the decision long time ago,but I'm kinda lack of opportunity.I'm trying and waiting for chance.
I wana to seek a PHD degree in the USA three years later.By the way,can you speak German?

Reply moli 2012-12-10 13:25: No matter where you stay, living a happy life is more important than anything else.

Reply tammytao 2012-12-10 16:05: batmand: I wana to seek a PHD degree in the USA three years later.By the way,can you speak German?
No,I can't speak German,I'm learning at present.But I'm in a small city,there is no class that I attend.So I learn by myself.But I'm not a diligent person,I learn for a while and throw the book away for a while,so actually,my German is still bad.I wonder how can I get the power to stick to German learning without blowing my mind away time by time.

Reply tammytao 2012-12-10 16:06: moli: No matter where you stay, living a happy life is more important than anything else.
Thank you Moli,I like your words the most,simple,but very meaningful

Reply batmand 2012-12-10 18:54: As i know,they don't require their foreign students to have high level of German.Just so so is OK for applying.You can speak with your teachers and calssmates in English. If your family are supporting you,you can make the chance.

Reply tammytao 2012-12-10 19:32: batmand: As i know,they don't require their foreign students to have high level of German.Just so so is OK for applying.You can speak with your teachers and ca
I think I can share more with you.There are 2 kinds of classes,one is German class,the other is international class,namely speaking english on classes.I prefer German class.I can learn new things and also a language at the same time.You know the the economy in Europe is in low down now,but Germany keeps a stable pace.So if I can speak German well,I will have a good opportunity in the future.If I get the support from my parents,I can go to Germany very quick.But my Mom said I am the only girl they have,and she's afraid that if I go to abroad,I will never come back to China for long run.So she wouldn't let that happen.Oh,my Mom!I know she loves me so much,I'm so lucky,but sometimes this kind of love just block my way to grow.And money is a keypoint.I'm not from a rich family.I mean my parents have some savings,but my little brother is getting to the age to get married,Even my parents have bought the apartment and car for him,but as parents,they always want to keep more money for emergency.So many predictable points,adding the unpredictable points,then how far that I'm away from my chance?

Reply loly90 2012-12-10 21:26: tammytao: Thank you,actually,I did be proud of my English in my small social circle,but when I get to the world better,I feel so sorry for my English,I need mor
Yes, maybe because we are human beings, every people has his trouble.

Reply batmand 2012-12-10 23:16: If your boss need some fellows with particular ability while no one available at once,your chance comes.You can seek those opportunities ~

Reply hugetiger 2012-12-16 21:37: don't hate the city, I don'know which city you are, but I sure that you will remember the city when you leave.

Reply tammytao 2012-12-16 22:54: hugetiger: don't hate the city, I don'know which city you are, but I sure that you will remember the city when you leave.
Actually,I know it very well that your life is not depend on where you stay,it depends on yourself.So,it's my own problem that I have missed so many good times.I will adjust myself.