We are all reborn,after the end day of the world.No matter where the rumor is from,from the movie 2012 or the Maya's prediction,we got through it already.After I hesitated for so many years,it's the time to give myself a new start,a new chance to do something.
I'm not old,I'm 24,and now I'm a leader of the small company,a german company.I have a nice salary,a glory position in this small group.And as a leader,I'm not that busy to deal with the details,what I need to do is to give demand and collect all the information to report to my upper leader,the foreigners.I don't have the super pressure as the people in the big city.One of my friends called me in the morning,she cried because she was so busy and had so much pressure from her boss and the customers,which I never experienced.Maybe I'm lucky,but I know clearly that it won't last long.Because while I'm in this position,I will get lazier and lazier,I will depend on the other people to finish the jobs and I just know to get the answer.
It's a good position,but I'm not at the age to handle it so well.I don't have the experience to control myself.I'm not professional in anything.It's very easy to find another person to replace me at any time.All in all,I want to quit,I want to find a new way in which I find the gold I can reply on all my life time,a skill I'm so familiar that nobody around me can get over me.I want to do something for myself.
I have some plans for my new life,from 2013.I will travel to Thailand to leave all the boring things behind.I will find a new job in a new city,Shanghai is my first choice.I will try to find a boyfriend,put down my proud attitude.I will take the senior interpreter examination,and try to pass it.That's all what I want to do currently.I don't want to think too much as what I used to do in the past.I shouldn't look too far away.Just make a plan for my by-hand life,things will be much easier to handle.
New year,new start,new life,then new future.No pain,no gain.