Through a fairly gruelling  week , Maybe if before ,i would complain that or this,but right now,i  have become a little bit mature, at least, I can do more than I used to, or rather, I can do thing by myself ,not rely on somebody,that's a symbol of progress.but there is one point I need to know,just be more confident of myself,go more assertive, ignoring the looks and thoughts around .of course    learn more from anybody  who can at least a little help.