My friend shadow really has a lovely dog named pepe.every times i

reached her with my hand,she right away rubbed me with face..i

felt the gentle from her.

i had one shepherd dog when was young at middle school.we ate

 

together , slept together.only different,i digged the chopsticks in

 

bowl...she digged her head into her bowl ..i craped in

 

toilet ,she did under the tree outside...

 

but i had to give her to my neighbor bcz gonna stay in another

 

city.few weeks later,neighbor told me my dog ran out many times

 

itself then couldnt find it back anymore..probably walking

 

down street become someone's dinner.i was wondering could she

 

find foods by herself.surprisely ,i didnt feel any sad hearing

 

that.she was mine ,i thought rather she just disappear or dead

 

than got used to another owner.what i thought back then , sounds

 

creepy to me now. anyhow,she still didnt get used to the new

 

hourse and ppl ran out and never come back.

 

mom is not a dog person at all .not at any animals.she said either

 

me or dog could stay.well...dog..me?.....

 

reminded me still have another little thing that time,a big black

 

beautiful scorpion.that was a gift from friend of mine.i asked him

 

to buy me a gift when he backed from Macao. didnt know why he

 

brings me back that thing..any way , i do like scorpion, lizard

 

too ,especially African lizared.i kept her in a plastic transparent

 

box with many holes .there were many little short hairs on the

 

surface of her skin.ididnt know was it toxic or not. i fed her with

 

earthworms in yard.spent hour  each day to dig out those

 

disgusting moving stuffs..........i leaved her in hourse and  went

 

to another city ,i did know she would die without anyone take care

 

of in that cage , but i bet no one gonna keep it for me. one year

 

later, i came back ,she already dead from starving.........didnt

 

want to throw her away then kept her in refrigerator.not long ,

 

mom found out almost kick my ass out.

 

i was freaking a weird and cruel child back then.maybe was

 

young  ,didnt know how to deal with things i liked and had.always

 

turned out so cruel and wild.but i did understand  there

 

is  something i never would  have if not belongs to me.

 

娜拉拉