The one I love doesn’t love me

The one I love doesn’t love me. I fell in love with him the first time I met him in an interview. I couldn’t control myself and delivered my love to him. But he didn’t like me, paying no attention to me. But I still cann’t forget him in the next one year. I cann’t help tinking him, contacting with him. Stupid I maybe, I am lack of the courage to ask him to spare some time for me, because he is so perfect in my mind,I think I cann’t match him. I was tamid,I lost my chance.

God arranges all of this ,I think all the things happened between him and me just like a funny movie. So funny that I cann’t believe it,just live a terrible dream.

At the beginning of last term,I ran into him almost everyday. But this semester,I have no chance to see him. The time I saw was the moment he companied his girlfriend to have supper. That moment sees so long ,unbelievable,I turn around to see them may times when I passed by. My friend said I was too stupid to fall in love with the one who doesn’t deserve it. It is his pitty as he never give a chance to know me. He is not a man. He doesn’t match me. I can say nothing,I wanna cry , no tears. But a sad mood in my throat ,I became speechless. He belongs to others, someone I know, who is good at performing, beautiful,modern. I am nobody,unvisible.

Where is the one that belongs to me. Why the one I love doesn’t love me, why those I don’t like show interest in me. Who I am? I don’t know. Where is my future? I cann’t see. I just I want to know the answer, the result.