How many people cherish there days and minutes they are going through untill they lose it?

When it comes the day to leave watching them find another person to replace my position,I feel not so good.'Cause I like this department,I like all of my colleagues,I like the moment we gethered together having lunch and dinner,I like sharing all kinds of funny things with them.My bright smiling covered my faces all the time.I like being together with them.But...

But I have to leave,just for my so called dream.

Maybe the place I will go is not such a good place that I dreamed to.Maybe the colleagues I will meeting are not so easily to approach.Maybe the atmosphere I will face will not be so relaxed.

I'm afraid of everything after leaving here.

My current feeling is not so easy to speak out and deeply in my mind...nothing appears except an unstable mood.

A huge challenge is waiting for me and the heavy pressure full filled my heart.No one can help me and under such circumstances I cannot count on the power of team work,cause no one can make a team with me.The only person I should count on is just myself.Feeling helpless.

God bless me!