I think I am a loser and a backward.When Iwas in primary school.my study is not good nor bad,a boy classmate sat behind me often took advantage of me.I often fighted with him.At that time,school was a painful place fo me.In addition to this.I had another reason.My memory was not very good.I was good at remembering single word.But it was difficult for me to remember long article.I often was punished by my teacher with standing behand.I think maybe my brain was stupid,especially my language organizational skills was poor.so my language  had always be bad.

    When I was junior school.My language teacher often worry my language.My other grades were very good including my English.my elder brother often surprised at me.because  his chinese language was very good,although he didn't study it.When I attend university entrance exam in june,2005.I failed because my bad chinese.sometimes I also wondered why I can't study it good.when I got ready to give up.But my mother support me.she hoped me try it again.so I got to Xuchang university in the second year.thank my mother,who  was the greatest mother in my eye. my chinese was also so bad as before,But it was better than before.