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A new challenge has been there waiting for me, and for sure, it is one of the most critical ones throughout my life.
Seeing the ads for campus recruitment, I have a clear mind that this year I have no options but do a choice on my own, for my own sake. Most of my friends told me to take easy, not to exert too much pressure on myself. However, I tried and failed. Confronted with such a competitive society, I cannot help but worring about my future career. I want to be independent from my parents and prove myself, therefore, I reject their assistance in finding a good job for me. No doubt, it is much harder to seek opportunities by myself than being employed through "back door", but I wanna try desperately. If I even have not the courage to be interviewed or competed, I would look down upon myself and regret my youth in my old age. 
I know myself well, easy-going but fussy sometimes, determined but not aggressive, considerate but impatient, fond of challenging work but not adventurous one. Both good and bad points are apparent in my character, without them I am nothing. I was once conducted by my teacher to hide some weakpoints in front of people, I have to admit that it did work. On the contrary, I was not happy at that times. I suddenly realized that a sociable person must know how to behave differently under various circumstances while I was not that smart. There should be bottomlines in my heart but I am not able to find out them until I was put in certain situations. Life tells me that. 
Admittedly, these days I am fatigued. Come what may, I will never say "surrender". I will keep fighting for my future all this year.
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