Saturday, afternoon, at home, I, was drunk. It was the first time I had touched liquor and I had a fair amount of it, at least it was enough for me to be drunk.....
Weekend, as per usual, had nothing to do. No dating, no window-shopping, no going out, stayed at home with my sister, after watching a comedy movie in the afternoon, I has a sudden feeling of great sadness and loss: I am drawfted by this big city, work hard every day without a high salary, far away from home, have few friends here, have no BF though it is the very age for dating.... I have to admit that I was an excellent girl: being the best in classroom all the time; having many good friends around; having dozens of admirers, being the favorite of the teachers.... But now, it seems that the life didn't go as I had expected..... Maybe I have expected too much..... I can choose a BF if I like, I can be happy if I am satisfied with my work if I hadn't been too strict with myself in work, I always want to be perfect even I had just gratuated. Maybe, maybe, maybe...... Oh, drunk......Go to bed,  went to sleep, headache, upset stomach, vomiting, having a bath though drunk, going o with sleep, dreaming....
Second day-Sunday, morning-terrible headache, noon-watching movie on PC, afternoon-reading.......
Now sitting in the office, still not very happy at work, stomach is upset....Anyway, I will try to adjust my mood, life must only be better and better.....