I feel i am not confidence since i stayed at home about one year ,maybe you will ask me why ,the answer maybe is no work in the society but live very comfortable for long time .after new year ,i will go to find the new job ,but now i am not very confidence because i feel the knowlege of my english become more and more poor .some words or professional knowledge i have forgotten now .and other reason is how to deal with relation of person in the job ,i always fear to face the strange person and face new environment .so when i think this that will feel i can not compete some work .now i think i should make my effort study the english now .it is very late now ,i have little sleepy ,so good night,my friends