No word, no tear, but at this moment, my heart is so tired, so heavy. Sitting in the empty classroom, just myself, looking at the dark sky, I just want to cry, but no tear.

   This afternoon, our new counsellor Mr.Huang presided a class meeting with our three classes students, well I don't thing  it was just a simple class meeting, To me, it was so heavy. In that short vedio,I know maybe that girl was so successfull, so lucky, but  we all know that she was so studious, she had made good preparation for her success, she had prepared for such a long time.One sentence, touched my heart: For those people who didn't succeed, the reason is that ,they have no targe, no dreams, they were not confident, but ,how about me? what is my target? what is  my dream? I don't know, I don't want to be a teacher, but my families want me to be, how can I go aginist them? What can I do after the graduation? Since I entered  the university, I don't think I have done my best in study, I'm not studious, I'm not a good student, I didn't take my study seriously, I'm so stupid! Day after day, where is the lamp? I know that actions speak loudly than words.From now on, please take things seriously, I have no right to waste more time, so stupid girl, just study harder than before, make everyday a new day.You will make a change, you know it .

   I don't know what am I saying, I just say something in my heart. So, please forgive me.