Sometimes I keep thinking a question:Can I still keep myself?There are some reasons that I always think about this question.I am a 19-yuer-old girl,study in a college,don't suffer a lot,alway daydream in free time.It is serious to think about how to be independent.For most of my friends,I am a girl who is independent and brave but in my heart I know I am timid and be lazy to keep a smile to all the people.

    I am chear-minded,I'm not a child.I can't just behave as my own pleases,but it's really tired.I have a friend,she is a maveric girl,she is my idol.She said if a person can't do what she or he wants to do,she(he) is a wretched one.I think she was righet,but there are still many principles we all shouid compliance.We are human being in a big society.

    I hope that one day I can be myself.