Last night,I had planed to write a blog entitled"2012 of ordinary people".Howevre,I had no sooner finished the second paragraph than I could not write anything.It seemed that I could not think any more,at the same time,I had to give up.But,when I was thinking about the unfinished homework,I felt nervous,worried,intranquil and guilty.I could not conceal the fact that I always have had feeling like that.And I knew I had behaved in an immanture way.Seeing the blank space,I felt lost.

At 9 o'clock,I decided to go back to my dormitory.Having no consciousness of opening my diary written in high school,I began to read it carefully.It was difficult not to find the words"score,exam,never give up,do my best......".With a sudden impulse,I wanted to cry.Now,I could not be able to imagine how I can subsist that moment when thousands of anxieties afflicted me.Writing in a journal to release emotions was a good way to reduce my spiritual pressure.Because it was impossible that anybody knew me well,what'more,there were something in my heart never wanted to talk with others.As it was,sometime I felt malancholic.

Perhaps I had a strong will for something to which I attached attention.Then,I would go to great lengths to pester myself that I must do my best and do the best.However,life is not always go as smoothly as we would like,the result always made me disppointed.

Afternoon,I saw a part of a movie named"Never give up"It explained a truth:a failure who has no goals,no dreams,no comfidence and no coach.He never konw how many potentialities he has.The coach in this movie was always saying"don't quit,don't stop,never give up,come on" to encourage his student.As a matter of fact,how many of us can honestly say that there will be a coach likes him through our whole life.I may just be sure there is a coach in my whole life and it is myself.So,there were times when I had no motivation to keep on,no confidence to face all of difficulties,even more,I lived a unrestrained life.These were all to the credit of the unqualified coach----myself.