I still think i'm a unfoytunate person, a complete failure. Since everything i have done was a unfastisfied result. When i checked the marks of some exams, it gave me a deep strike. I couldn't believe it, i couldn't comfront to it. Why i can't through the exams? What happened to me? I just need three more credits, ehy i can't get it? I wanted to cry at that moment, but i endured, it really gives me a deep strike, i almost give it up. As i went to dormitory, i cried, roommates comforted me, then i felt better, but i had no enthurism to everything, i hated learning, just indulged myself. I even denied all i did before. While when i saw a teacher in library. At frist, i didn't notice her, still it's the time we should leave, she tidied everything, i stayed there until she tapped me that i should leave. She smiled to me, but she didn't say anything, and her appearance is unnormal, soon i realized that she is a disable person. I soon did what she implied, and her appearance still caved in my mind.
She is a optimism. Everything in her view is hopeful, i learned instructive from her. As a normal person, i can't be defeated by little difficult, i should face it with confidence. I should learn from her valuable spirit.