sad

  i don't know  what to say ,i broke up with my gf ,even though i don't why she wanted to make this determination which made both of us  so  sad ,i can do nothing but burst into tears when i left du jiang yan,i thought maybe  i wasn't a good bf because of my unmature and couldn't share all her sadness and happiness with her ,she is in chengdu but i am in xichang ,we meet only half a year so we have no time to eat together,play together ,and i cann't  do anything with her ,i must say sorry to her ,but i nearly send message to her or make a call to her everyday ,sometimes i think i am so failure that i seldom know why we separated with each other .

   but for her ,i am no longer regret,ithink I have tried my best to persuade to stay with me,while in fact ,she say to me that she wanted to forget all the things when she was in college ,her classrooms ,her friends including me ,in fact I know her’s sadness ,but she just like that ,she want to bear all the sadness and forget all the thing that former and have a new starting of her own life.

·           She gave me the happiest Dragon  Boat  Festival  ,we  gave  each  other  a  good  ending      and  these  day  both  we  feel  we  are  the  happiest  one  in  the  world  ,we  are  doing   her  homework , watching  TV  ,walking , going  to QingCheng  Mountain  and  so  on ,all  these  things  left  a  deep  brand  in  our  heart  ,but  something  that  we  can’t  control  ,the  last  day  I must  leave  dujiangyan  to  my  school, she  say  to  me  that   we  have  to depart  from  each  other  and  we  never  contact  again, I  know  her  sadness  and  she  know  this  will  make  we  sad  ,she  say  to  me  nothing  but  sorry ,I  also  know  why  she  want  to  say  this,now  we  separated ,I  don’t  know  how  to  do  and  what  to  do ,who  can  tell  me , I  love  her ,I  just  want  to  study  hard  and  improve  myself  ,I  hope  we  can  meet  each  other  and  get  married  in  the  future,

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